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July 14th, 2005

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July 12th, 2005

05:13 pm Just a bit of an update me and lee have now finished, i didnt miss him on holiday and so saw that as a warning sign. Since finishing though i havent reallie missed him and ive always thought we were more matie than act bf and gd so yeah thats over now. Get my college results on Friday so that will be interesting to see whether im actually going to uni or not. Cant wait for my Harry Potter book to come i think ill stay in and read that all weekend. Current Mood: hot Current Music: James Blunt - No bravery

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February 2nd, 2005

10:06 pm I had a weird dream last night, it was way realistic but not because i was in the car with scrag and talkin to her which i dont ever do so in a sense i kinda knew it wasnt real as i was dreaming. Anyways i was at a big massive mansion in africa or sum third world country and the owner of the house, Sir Hill, was mega mega rich. Anyways hed emailed me and asked me to go over and stay for a few weeks as a live in nanny but hed said the children are only there once or twice a week :S Anyways i went and the gardener was chasin me with the lawn mower sayin im gonna shred your bikini bitch lol its funni but i was ded scared and runnin for my life and then scrag appears out of nowhere in here little silver micra and picks me up. Anyways we have a massive chat about stefan and how things aint been going so good but there picking up and about lee and other ppl and then i get a letter delivered to me in my bag which is my ucas form but then i find out ive not got a place at edge hill!!! im ded gutted and then scrag drops me off at a little terrace house and drives off and that was the end of my dream hehee, crazie stuff. Been cleanin with pammy tonight to a massive chemical place in wincham cant remember the name but there was loads of labs it was quite fun reallie :) then went back to hers and had a chat with her bro and climbed over a wet wall with a skirt on and hurt my legs hehe. Anyways off to bed now with oscie... P.S: The person who posts pointless comments and cant leave a name dont bother you make my lj look unprettie! Current Mood: calm

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January 19th, 2005

03:31 pm i finished college early today, i dunno what there messing about with at the minute - were in and then were finished for the day craziiie stuff. I got my maths resit results back and i PASSED hehee got my C finally. i wasnt act that hyper about it but then telling my maths tutor and the learnin support woman and seeing there reactions had kinda made me happi that ive finally got it. Still havent heard anything back from ucas tho knowing my luck no unis will have offered me anything. On a more tropical holiday approach its only 3 weeks till i go 2 egypt with lee and my mum and dad. Reallie cant wait to go! And my dad booked us on to a cruise around america and mexico for a week and then stayin in florida for the following week. The down side is we go on my birthday which is my 18th so im gonna have to sort going out after we get which will be like the weekend after which is the 3rd of july or summat. I should be thankful im going on holiday on my birthday though i suppose, i just hope college is over. My hairs reallie annoyin me at the min its too long but it just needs a new style but then i hate goin the hairdressers, mehhh plus my diets not reallie working i just dont seem to stick to anything :S Current Mood: tired Current Music: Bowling for soup...

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January 1st, 2005

04:16 pm i did start updating on here yesterday but i ended up doing something else and then closing my aol down :/ I donated to the Tsunami earthquake victims online yesterday by using the link of sarahs journal, i had forgotten but then reading sarahs journal i remembered. :) Had a reallie nice xmas and got lots and lots of pressies i think i was more grateful this year tho as last year i cried and was reallie ungrateful about all the things i got and i think from that it made me reallie grateful this year for everything i got. So christmas day was spent with lee and my grandad came round too and we did the usual xmas stuff plus it snowed and i took loads and loads of piccies made a huge snowman too then lee slept over and boxing day didnt get up too much just chilling and things i think then we went round my aunties for a buffet tea and some of my other cousins and ppl were there too. On monday i went to wales with lee and stayed there till thursday, was supposed to come back friday but i wanted to come back thursday. When i was there i just played with cara - lees niece who i get on reallie well with and so we took her out to places and went out with lees mates to the pubs. i was dead suprised when i got back from wales to see my snowman had run away i suppose i was still expecting him to be there. havent been very well since coming back from wales have had tonsilitus again but i dont like making the effort to go my doctors so i just nipped to tesco pharmacy and got sum boiled sweets but i dont reallie like em so ive had to suffer with it reallie. Went round to Pams house party last night for new years and had a ded good time but i didnt cause i wasnt very well so at 7 this morning i got lee to pick me up from Pams and went back to his and slept at his. Didnt wake up till gone 12 tho cause id hardly had any sleep heh. i didnt realise not many places are open on new years day :S i wanted to go morrisons for dinner but it was closed. Anyhoos ill finish this ramble with a... Happy new year to everyone and may you all stick to your new years resoloutions especially if its quitting smoking :P xxx Current Mood: sick Current Music: Lost prophets - Goodbye tonight

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December 8th, 2004

02:53 pm i never come on here anymore i wonder why, suppose i just have too many things to do! Just checked through scrags journal hehee i always find it interesting seeing what shes up too lately lol we could be living right on the same road and i still doubt id see ya hehee! In college at the moment should really be doing some work as i need to hand it all in for tomorrow. Going cleaning with pammy tonight and pervy mark then off to davenham school to participate in a creche while the juniors have their nativity. On friday ive been formally invited to have xmas dinner with the governors of the school so i need to attend that :S Still havent sorted my ucas form out im just a silly girl whos gonna end up not going uni ah well im sure theres plenty of other jobs i can do :/ i dont think ive updated this with how im not with lee anymore, havent been with him for months but were still prettie good maties. Met stu and ian his house mates on friday was ded gud and funni didnt go bed till 3am, i was so tired as im normally asleep by half ten lol how i spend my weekends heh :P On a more festive note cant wait for christmas gonna be so exciting i think im going buxton hills on sunday so lets just hope theres snow. Plus i went delemere last week with davenham primary to go and see santa and things with the reception class and there were all damaged trees so i ended up going with lee and getting one cause i felt sorri for them. Its now stood proudly outside my door with some prettie lights allthough ive been and got some more today as well as stichies (my hamster) and Bobby (my birdies) pressies, already got oscies. Current Mood: happy

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August 30th, 2004

08:31 pm nicked this off devilzsoup Name: laura jane clarke Age: 17 Where do you live? winnington northwich What school did you go to? hartford manor cp and hartford high What was your favourite class at school? english cos we threw pencils across the class Who was your favourite teacher? miss hughes my art one What sport did you like best? tennis What sport was the worst thing in the history of the planet EVER? hmm athletics :( Did you ever fake an injury/letter from your mum to get out of PE? nope for homework and stuff tho hehee Girls - did you ever fake your period to get out of swimming? no i liked it Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? yup mr evers mm he was like elijah wood! and he liked monsters inc :) What did you used to do during the summer holidays? watch nickelodeon all day If you went to a summer camp type thingy what was the best thing you did there? didnt go :( Who was your favourite band/singer in school? alanis morrisette and nfg and blink/ Did you ever win any awards at school? yup best pupil in my year at resistant materials hehee Were you ever expelled/suspended from school? nope Did you have a prom? yea If so what was it like? it was very good except not all of us got hammered damm it If you didn't would you have liked to have one? n/a If you could find one person from school that you regret not keeping in touch with who would it be? all my skoolies maties that i dont see no more! If you could get your own back on anyone from school who would it be? hmm no one used to be bek mitchell when she used to be horrible to me but then we got mates in yr 9 so i didnt hate her! Do you miss school at all? yup very much so life was easier Given the chance would you do a 'Donnie Darko' to your school? dunno what that is hehee! Current Mood: blah

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06:41 pm After eating a bag of doritos tangy cheese flavour i have now realised they arent suitable for veggies :S must be the rennet (if thats how its spelt) in the cheese or sumthing! its my own fault for not checking before i bought them but i just assumed they were its a bit liek how the cheese and onion walkers used to be i suppose, ah well i should have opted for the double bars of galaxy :( So lately not done many exciting things, had a nice fone call with miss scragsie on friday or saturday about general stuff then i worked fri, sat, sun, and today. also got lee to record every episode of spongebob thats on daily on his sky+ ox so i got all those to watch to! Lee went to see elizabeth on sunday so i worked and didnt do much else. had a good day in work today tho cos jay let me go into the safe and stuff with all the muney ^_^ hehee and i filled shelfs too was fun and a change :) Hope every1 is all coolies :) xxx Current Mood: tired

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August 26th, 2004

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August 19th, 2004

03:17 pm Me and lee have split up, not reallie a big deal its the second time and the second time ive done it :( but yeah i look at it as i shouldnt have to stay with him because of him and cat finishin and i need to be 100% certain i wanna be with him for it to be fair on him/either of us! Went to pams last night and had a reallie good night i miss seeing my mates as much as i did and not being with lee practically every night will incorporate me being there/doing more things with them. Going to wales saturday night with oscie and lee allthough im not sure that i want to go for a full week now were just friends i think i might end up feeling pressured and stuff but i know that when i get there its so prettie and little that ill wanna stay. My spongebob balloon has practically died now hes about 4 inches of the ground :( meh saying that alton towers helium must be prettie good cause i got him on the first of this month so. what do you do if one of your closest mates is pregnent and says shell get kicked out if she tells her mum? Do ya advise her to tell her and then feel guilty when she gets kicked out or let her tell her and hope she doesnt? Hmm i suppose all i can do is advise what i thinks best and let her decide by herself! today i went to town for like the first time in about 5 months...literally. It always feels so weird when i go cos i never do it also feels nice seeing lots of people and havin a chat but then you always end up being delayed :( meh cant have it all ways. Hope it doesnt rain no more i feel sorri for all those prettie winsford calves by the roundabout, i asked lee to kidnap one for me. hehee i wonder if you could just like adopt a cow or something... Lees taking me out for a meal tonight AS FRIENDS to thank me for all the money ive given him over the past month and stuff and to thank me for being the most amazing person hehee well yanno its true :P xxx Current Mood: cheerful

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August 15th, 2004

11:05 pm Today was the first day that after lee kissed me he called me cat... my heart literally sank and i never ever thought id ever be in that position. i think he was more shocked at how he could have said it when i repeated cats name but then as i stormed out of bed where we had been watching *the butterfly effect and how i cried my eyes out at it* he stormed after me. i was gonna just start walking home but when i realised how far away winsford is and how cold it would be in just my top and pyjamie bottoms i changed my mind and wandered around down stairs only to hear lee goin crazy on the bed reallie crying :S i then felt such a bitch for making him cry that i re treated back upstairs...just to clasify is he emotionally blackmailin me?!? We then kinda just talked and hugged etc etc and then he made me cry by telling me that no matter what hell always be my best friend and stick by me through everythin and hell never be too busy for me, im so touched by things like that :) Hehehe and yeah that was it reallie. saw some gorgeous pink wellies today but they didnt have any size fives, was gutted but on the other hand i got three great coat hooks which have a star, flower and heart on them and are chunky kids ones that i can put around my room and hang all my many bags on them hehee :) xxxx Current Mood: hot

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August 14th, 2004

11:35 pm hehee had an amazingly good day at "tesco, northwich" today :) theres been progress about actuallu getting my shifts changed so at least i can get an earlier finish *hopefully* on a saturday! i also got a bit of revenge on a woman who works with me as each saturday theres so much to do and silly me is the one who does it and this other woman moans about other ppl doin fuck all and as soon as all the customers have gone fucks off and leaves me usually to do the last bits. I know i should maybe open my mouth more and make out i have a problem but at the end of the day i really cant be assed she obviously doesnt see working together as important so why should i with her! Apart from that i have to keep myself awake or set my alarm which i will most likely do till 3am as thats when lees picking me up. Hes goin to see elizabeth tomorrow and if i am or not i cant actually say on here cos i dont know who every1 who reads it *another point to make it friends only* so yeah. i got a camera fone now and got the cutest pic of oscie to put on my msn but it wont let me for some reason so i might get lee to ring o2 as i hate using fones. but i made myself reallie proud the other day as i rang halifax and sorted my savings stuff out and it was a phone call of about 20 mins :D i love it when i can over come my fears but i just dont have the confidence to re do it :(. Anyhoos i shall now either do my yoga video or find sumthin to keep me occupied till i fall into a heap on my bed and most likely forget to set my alarm! hehee night night maties xxx Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: humming of my compooter and stitchie with his sawdust hehee

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August 13th, 2004

11:56 pm i went shoppin with my mummy last wednesday at the trafford centre and i found all these goodies hehee i look silly in the pics cause i never look nice in them basically but ur not looking at me ur looking at the things im in :P ( Read more... ) Current Mood: creative

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August 11th, 2004

12:58 am - long time no seeeeee loz loz xxx Hmm not updated for ages and ages well since i got back off holiday which was july mehh! Anyhoos not alot of interesting things gone on except ive got a right fattie since being with lee which i need to sort out cause im even more unhappier the only way i seem to be thinner is by eating fruit at dinner and toast for tea which isnt a healthy diet but ah well. Spoke to Greg for the first time on the phone today..been speaking to him for about a year on the net now but havent act spoke to him cos of my silly phone weirdness thingie i dunno, anyhoos hes a stoke boy and sounded very posh/educated whatever ya call it. My apologise to miss Makada i totally forgot all about your party till like the other day :O such a cow sometimes anyways i hope you had a great day chika and you enjoyed scragsies cake looked very yumness. As for mitchie where have you gone i cant even remember the last time i spoke to you :P i miss those sexi boobs that my head rested on each time i huggled you plus i still have your cow and chicken top hehee. Lees house in winsford is prettie much sold now hes just waiting for the contract to come through and hes going to see his kiddie, elizabeth on sunday in tamworth. Its right near drayton manor theme park im gonna mither him to take me one day cause they got that stand up roller coaster that looks prettie coolies and its only £17.50 at standard time to get in. Dont think i got much else to update with apart from im taking oscie to wales with me and lee a week on saturday to go and stay with his mum for the third time. Its reallie prettie where he was bought up and oscar will love running in all the fields with the sheep and stuff just gotta make sure no farmer tries to shoot my chicken :( Anyhoos beddies time, my huggles to all of you xxx Current Mood: happy

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July 19th, 2004

10:37 pm Lalalalalaaaa :) Why is it that when i get with lee three guys turn round and tell me they like/want me wateva?! is it just the chase they like, knowing they cant have me (the exact thing i love) or wat?! Meh ive already cheated once i couldnt do it to lee agen. Anyways its taken me this long to act update. Had a reallie nice time in bulgaria i have got piccies and i might just upload them in a min seein as no1s talking to me on msn. Apart from working, being at davenham primary on college placement and seeing lee ive done nuffin else. How exciting! Lilo my fishie died when i was on holiday :( but oscie and sitchie my hamster and my other fishie stitch are all greatness! ahem anyways that shall be it till next time.. xxx Current Mood: tired

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June 22nd, 2004

10:56 am Alton towers with lee on sunday was aceness, he loved my screamin so loud that it hurt his ears and i got weird looks every time i got off a ride but he reallie wasnt assed :) its so good for me to be me and do anythin i want to in front of him and him not to be assed, like when i stopped ded suddenly near the run away train cos there was ducks eating chips and they looked so cute and all these fucking black ppl started takin the piss out of me and lee was gettin ded pissed off em i was like HA, but then who were the dickheads runnin into bubbles them black ppl, HOW silly! on the way back from alton towers there was a sign saying chicks for sale at a random house so i made lee take me back and this reallie nice farmer man showed me all his animals and his little chicks that are still on the light and them in theire pen as well. He was also ded nice and told me that it would be better if i had 2 chickens, so i hope lee keeps his promise that when he gets his new house hell get me some - im just thinking of some names now :) So any suggestions feel free to comment! So yup he bought me a shrek donkey too and paid for everythin all day it was so cute and reallie nice seeing as id been the one paying for alot of things until he got paid. So yup my birthday was good, i had a reallie nice time at my college party and had lots of pressies. i slept over at lees on friday and saturday and we had quorn nugget and tomato sauce butties :) with ben and jerrys cookie dough ice cream - was all yumness. Yesterday i packed all my clothes for friday, im reallie looking forward now to having 2 weeks in the sun but as soon as ive been there for one day ill most likely wanna come back home. Im in college now only have 2 observations to do and then i should be all up to date. Im now legal to drive, didnt stop me before but i should start having lessons id just prefer it if some one i knew taught me like lee or my mum, and i dread the thought of being on the road with other cars. :) o well it shall be fun for other drives :S Best get some work done now, if i dont see none of ya and u think wheres loz?! remember im on holiday so ill most likely come back and update with a few piccies :) xxx Current Mood: chipper Current Music: the wallflowers - 6th avenue heartache

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June 15th, 2004

01:53 pm hehee its my birthday tomoz and im all excited, every1 in college is having a party for me :) will be all fun and games i tell you. Today is the second day that these fucked college compies have broken my floppy discs so yet agen ive lost all my work, mid chesh just = totalandutterfuckupofacollege. I go on holiday for two weeks next friday too so yeah im gonna miss lee lee and oscie but the summer holidays are just too good :) Should be sleepin at lees agen on saturday and then going alton towers on sunday wooo :D ciao my friendlins xxx Current Mood: crazy

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June 14th, 2004

05:58 pm im with lee now everybody yey :) had loads of shit at college over the past few days which was bad but its all kinda sorted itself out now, hopefully :) Apart from seeing lee and working i aint reallie been up to that much, just watching spiderman now while he makes toast yumness. Hope every1s allrighties, havent had chance to check ppls journals becos i just been "sooo busy" lol :P Hope everyones loving the nice weather xxx Current Mood: happy

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June 2nd, 2004

02:20 am Had a reallie nice night on monday, ben took me to see harry potter at cheshire oaks. It was so cute and just reallie nice how he played with my hair and nails as i lay on him hehee. Harry potter was very coolies and i still realise id love to get with ron weasley, id love a guy i know just to have his exact personality. Been out with this guy tonight was all weird kinda confused me about everything again now so oo well. had another quorn burger today and no suprise it made me ill agen, i dont get y i carry on eatin them when im always ill after em. Hope mitchie had a nice birthday! Current Mood: confused

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